Keeping me up!

 So for like the last month or so I havent been sleeping too much. Nope it’s not because college work is keeping me up because I don’t do my homework cuz IPFW is a joke and not worth my time. It doesn’t help that I don’t know what I want to do after college if I continue to go to college. My ultimate goal is to make it to IU next year to live with Jon Neumeister and Landon Williams while visiting with my brother every now and then and make it big in the music industry. Seems very unlikely…I’m aware of this. The only thought in my mind that helps me fall asleep, that helps me not worry bout whats to come is the fact that I do not need to go to college, get an amazing job, get married, grow old, and die peacefully to have a successful life…. I can be a bum, no money, no clothes, only one possession in hand, The Bible…Wouldn’t being a bum boasting God’s love be more a successful life then a man with the perfect life worshiping his possessions. Because I get caught up in what I have. But I can honestly say that I would rather have the perfect life then the more successful and obedient life! I’m writing this at 4 am! I know I’m gonna wake up and realize what I blogged was ridiculous! Oh well!